“And you? when will you begin that long journey into yourself?”

Life is a journey is it not?.  Perhaps one big one..with lots of little journeys enroute.

On the journey between team building in Sharjah and team building in Tuscany,  I read Wild.  A story about one woman’s solo quest along the Pacific Crest Trail, it triggered memories of one of my own solo journeys – biking around Italy at the end of my Masters in Business Administration (MBA).   The trip was something I felt compelled to do; it wasn’t logical  – to embark on such an adventure instead of undertaking an internship as part of the MBA.  However it turned out to be a more meaningful personal growth ‘project’ for me.

I called it my ‘other MBA’…my mini biking adventure, and here’s the poem I wrote to capture the sensations and experiences:

My other MBA

Through craggy cliffs, lido laden lungomares, marshy plains, industrialized islands, charming cities, and fire threatened forests,

From Trieste to Sicilia,  to Napoli and beyond, 

I have…

Skimmed the rim of Italy, of cappuccinos and my right shoulder

Savored sights, smells, sounds and tastes from north to south

Passed through beautiful places and passed up even more

Shivered from the cold and sweated from the heat

Sensed wind in my hair, sun on my face and pain on my butt

Rushed downhill and from place to place

Lost my way and a few bits and pieces

Received whistles and toots, as a joke, a warning or encouragement

Sworn under my breath, lost my breath and held my breath

Called on lady luck and more often said fcuk

Broken equipment and communicated in broken Italian

Gone to sleep to the sound of waves, trains, discos and storms

Had flat tires, flat spirit, flat hair and been flattered

Been stared at, saluted at, smiled at and shouted out

Gullibly been taken for a ride and courageously ridden from dawn to dusk

Thought too much and thought nothing at all

Relished my solitude and been scared and saddened by it

Trusted my gut instinct, used my head and followed my heart

Decided on the toss of a coin and tossed the result

Feared from threats of hostility and been humbled by hospitality

Meet new people, experienced and learnt

Suffered from frustration, exhaustion and confusion

But been more exhilarated, delighted and amazed 

All in all, a fantastic MBA

My mini biking adventure

I can look back on that 7 week quest as one which tested my physical, psychological and emotional boundaries in an intense way.  In many respects it was one of those key turning points in my life, including how as a result, it catapulted my leadership consultancy career in a new direction and a life in Italy.

And to draw on another of Rumi’s provocations being, “and you? when will you begin that long journey into yourself?”, it reminded me that the most significant and longest journey we take, is that within ourselves.